Untitled

"Untitled", non-descript yet so descriptive. It doesn't tell the story but conveys the author's underlying message but leaves you somewhat dissatisfied. That's how I feel right now. I'm content but something is missing.

Where do I go from here? I find that music has been great to rid me of this feeling. Going to "Revival" with Jen and Jay was fun...had a great time guys! Thoughts have been crossing my mind. I have opportunities at work to take on a job overseas. It would be an opportunity for a dramatic spike in my income scale and the chance to start fresh. Wipe the slate clean so to speak. There is an feeling that burdens me that I cannot describe. Is it anger? Is it sadness? Is it happiness? I don't know. I can't say it's anything....that's the issue. I feel that I can't fix it because is there anything there to fix? If I had to describe it metaphorically it would be synonomous with being dropped off in the middle of a busy intersection of a European city that you have never set foot in before. Beautiful yet unsettling. Unfamiliar but charismatic. What direction to take? Do I explore? Do I find my way home? Where is home? Where is everyone? Crazy I know but this feeling has overcome me this weekend.

Singapore sounds nice....Japan....somewhere else in Asia....or maybe South America. Then I think back to my friends. I love them all. How can I live somewhere without them. I can't wait for the condo. It will give me change. I need change. And why the hell is Fall Out Boy $45? I'm not crazy!

Time to stop this randomness.



Song of the Post: "Untitled 1" Keane

2006 Off to a Fantastic Start

Do you sense the sarcasm in the title? You should. It was implied. The reason? Well I have dislocated my knee again. A little less than a year since the first time and here I am again. I guess the silver lining of it all is that it was no where near the severity of the my last dislocation. I should be back to normal in a couple of weeks thanks to the fact I was wearing my brace at the time. Oh well. There are others out there who have it much worse than me so I'll get over it.

Song of the Post: "Boys Don't Cry" The Cure